Do not quit. Or, do.

What Tony facing is exactly where I am right now. Both of us wanted, and is doing things we are passionate about, however, quote:

  1. I’m doing too many things because I love them all, and it kind of drains me out a bit.
  2. I’m not doing enough on any particular ‘thing’ to make sure I get somewhere with it.

Besides web design and development, I don’t dance, nor I even got a real job from what I do. Yet what he quoted does mean something to me – a lot:

If you’re educated and wealthy enough to be reading this blog (which is true as you’re reading a computer screen), then you’ve got a massive advantage in life. You have the power, the wealth and the education to actually choose what to do with your life. Most of the population of the entire world doesn’t have that ability. You and I are lucky to not be fighting to stay alive day-to-day. So if you’re not doing something that you believe in – something you can be passionate about – then do something for me.

Quit.

Don’t waste time @ Carsonified

So what I am doing at the moment? I am:

  • Trying to learn how to do scientific research in a lab as a part-time student
  • Writing web applications, sometimes for myself, sometimes for small paid projects
  • Contributing Mozilla projects as Firefox localization manager for Chinese (Taiwan)
  • Contributing astronomy education outreach through maintaining a language support package for a FOSS Planetarium software
  • Studying English, writing some translations (in Chinese)

I don’t exactly know how would these things get me somewhere some day. At least I know I should not waste my time.

Sexism

我說過的最性別偏見的話是,對著女生說「這樣的話,那不要讀書/工作趕快嫁給男朋友吧。」如果有冒犯到在這裡鄭重道歉 ….

不過,這句話會在我心裡留下深刻印象的過程,是在和家人討論我的職涯規劃的時候。原文是「男生只能一輩子拼事業,死了人上天堂錢留銀行;女生可以去拼事業,但是事業拼不起來也可以結婚。」令我非常訝異的是,當時在座的女性每個人都是一副完全同意的樣子。

這些人在我考量職涯的重要性當然就被降級啦。可是想想我怎麼能變成他們開這種玩笑….

And also maybe this is something that falls into “it’s sad but it’s true.” It’s just that I refuse to believe.

「台灣的學生很喜歡蓋東西」

這句話是實驗室老師說的:「不知道為什麼,台灣學生很喜歡蓋東西 …」

聽起來很對呀,連台灣團隊在 CERN LHC 都是去蓋東西的 … XD

後面就是重點了:「… 蓋東西很好呀,可以從頭做新的裝置來處理新的[尖端的實驗]問題。但是很重要的,是知道自己的實驗需要什麼樣的裝置,反過來也要知道裝置的極限。」

說來慚愧,我會跑去實驗室,多少也是因為聽說可以從頭蓋出一個東西;反而沒有想到蓋出來之後能做什麼實驗。所以要仔細想想了呢;這就是最近的進展吧。